A long time coming...

Over the past month, I swear I ate over half of all the goodies I made to distribute to other people.  There was always enough that there were left overs, but I was having major stress eating cravings.  I finally got back on my diet, the exercise is coming along, but I haven't been as diligent.  Shame on me.  I have also felt like crap because of it, so there ya go!  But things are looking up.  All the weight I thought I was for sure to have gained back, didn't end up being so bad.  It ended up that I did enough exercising in between all my sweet treats, that I only gained about 2lbs and maintained.  So even though I didn't lose it, I didn't gain any more than that either.  So, I am hovering around my 13lbs weight loss and working towards making it a total of 20lbs.  Today is the big day though, it is my doctor's appt where I get to stop my birth control.  I am very excited and motivated even more to keep up the health approach I have adapted so that I am healthier with the pending pregnancy.  I am ready for another baby and I am made a realistic type goal of being under 200lbs when I have the baby, after I get pregnant of course.  That is only 30 lbs away and I did 15 in a couple of months, so it should work out over the next year.  I really want to look great this time next year and things will be different this time around anyways.  Wish me luck!