Enough is Enough!

I know I gave up on losing the weight and updating the blog.  I failed myself last year.  It seemed to be an insane year and with that came a lot of comfort eating.  I am the heaviest I have ever been while not pregnant.  I am huffing and puffing and unhealthy.  So I am officially declaring, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!  Some of my failure has been the fear of being lighter.  As it doesn't make sense because I am not really comfortable being so heavy, I am comfortable being so heavy and hiding behind big clothes.  It is my personal challenge to lose this weight.  I have done it before, I can do it again but this time go all the way.  I have been watching my friend on facebook for the last year working her butt off and now it's my turn.  We both have the same amount of kids, the same ages and she is at her pre-first child weight.  It is time to be healthy because my kids are only going to get bigger and more active and I NEED  to keep up.  I have slowly started this week because I am still fighting off some sinus junk but I am starting Sunday the 15th.  It is time to get more energy, and hopefully by the end of the year, a new wardrobe ;)  I can't live life like this well.  Obviously I have done it already but it has gone on for too long.  So here it is the beginning of a new, healthier life.  Starting Sunday, I will be reporting my weight, exercises and feelings because trust me there will be feelings...there is always a psychology behind weight and I fully expect to have to face mine.  So to all of you who have made a resolution, let's stick to it, as difficult as it may be, for the sake of ourselves and our families, BE HEALTHY!